A Humbling Obstinate Jerick

Shake me down with questions   Submit   Ladies and gentlemen, the name is Jerick and I am here today deal with my life and the many wonderfully exciting and not so exciting things in it. I post a myriad of things from my poetry, anime , my writings, tv shows, Disney, and my life story as it happens.

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A delightful fuck-ton of mermaid anatomy references.

A bit of a talk-through; Consider how natural swimming is to mermaids/men. When swimming, they often won’t be utilizing their hands and arms to help them move forward, ‘cause they’re adept to using their tails and want to keep their arms free for multitasking. Of course there are situations where it’s required, like when fighting currents and twisting around. Because they’re swimming on a horizontal, their heads will be turned upward, just like if we humans were standing vertically looking up to the sky. Mer-peoples’ chests are often puffed outward, because the arms are typically pulled back behind them (just like when humans are told to “sit up straight and show good posture” by rolling the shoulders back). Do keep in mind that the GIFs above don’t show full tail movement, as human legs don’t bend outward; mer-tails will be like the side-to-side fish swimming motion, but flipped to the side (if that made any goddamn sense). Don’t forget they’ll be breathing underwater (and maybe on land, depending if you want to grant them that ability)! Are you giving ’em gills, or are the human lungs somehow acclimatized to breathing water? Think about whether you’re designing a mermaid for practicality or aesthetics; if it’s gonna be practical, their hair will more than likely be cut short or tied up, ‘cause, though swimming with long hair isn’t too difficult, it tangles wicked easily and can impede sight (in the ocean, a mere second can cost you). Of course we all like the long flowing hair (I do too), but that’s just something to think about. (Be aware that good haircuts on land might not be good underwater, and vice versa. Consider how the water will affect the hair movement.) And designing the fins, too. Think about whether you’re splicing them with another sea creature or if they’re a new design entirely. Think about how you want them to swim and how the fins will help that work. Also, depending on how “cultured” you want ‘em to be, they probably won’t be wearing clothing, because no other creature under the sea does. But, then again, they’ve been in contact with humans (otherwise there would be no myths and rumours), so maybe they took after us. Who knows. Just food for thought. (Merpeople can be creepy as fuck, too; they don’t have to be these gentle maidens.) And of course, there’s the reproductive/excretive system. If we assume mermaids take after whales, the genitalia will be just about ”mid-shin” level in front. Some people put it at the end of the tail (between the two fins), and some make the fish half disappear slightly at the waist to expose “human” genitalia. You can get creative with it, since they’re mythical creatures. Maybe their belly-buttons are also anuses. Who really knows. “What about merman genitalia?” Look up “male whale genitalia” on Google, or “male fish genitalia.” That might help.

(^ Image credit to mermaids-and-anchors ^)


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"Johnnie Phelps, a woman sergeant in the army, thought, “There was a tolerance for lesbianism if they needed you. The battalion I was in was probably about ninety-seven percent lesbian.”
Sergeant Phelps worked for General Eisenhower. Four decades after Eisenhower had defeated the Axis powers, Phelps recalled an extraordinary event. One day, the general told her, “I’m giving you an order to ferret those lesbians out. We’re going to get rid of them.”
“I looked at him and then I looked at his secretary who was standing next to me, and I said, ‘Well, sir, if the general pleases, sir, I’ll be happy to do this investigation for you. But you have to know that the first name on the list will be mine.’ “
“And he was kind of taken aback a bit. And then this women standing next to me said, ‘Sir, if the General pleases, you must be aware that Sergeant Phelp’s name may be second, but mine will be first.”
“Then I looked at him, and said, ‘Sir, you’re right. They’re lesbians in the WAC battalion. And if the general is prepared to replace all the file clerks, all the section commanders, all the drivers-every woman in the WAC detachment-and there were about nine hundred and eighty something of us-then I’ll be happy to make that list. But I think the general should be aware that among those women are the most highly decorated women in the war. There have been no cases of illegal pregnancy. There have been no cases of AWOL. There have been no cases of misconduct. And as a matter of fact, every six months since we’ve been here, the general has awarded us a commendation for meritorious conduct.”
“And he said, ‘Forget the order.’”"

The Gay Metropolis, page 47, Charles Kaiser (via bibliothekara)

Phelps tells this story herself in the excellent 1984 documentary Before Stonewall, which you can watch in its entirety on YouTube (she’s at 19:30, but really, watch the whole thing).

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SnK Scouting Legion - Night’s Watch Vows [GoT]

Night gathers, and now my watch begins.
It shall not end until my death.
I shall take no wife, hold no lands, father no children.

I shall wear no crowns and win no glory.
I shall live and die at my post.
I am the sword in the darkness.
I am the watcher on the walls.
I am the fire that burns against cold,
the light that brings the dawn,
the horn that wakes the sleepers,
the shield that guards the realms of men.
I pledge my life and honor to the Night’s Watch,
for this night and all the nights to come.

♥ Based off the post by what-a-joice 

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(12/…) Yu Yu Hakusho OP 1:
Yusuke Honma - Hohoemi No Bakudan

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"Stronger than you all."
"Stronger than you all."

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Just a start

How is it that I can fall in love with anyone who shows me the slightest nicety? It is almost as if I enjoy self-sabotage. I must enjoy the countless moods I fall under when I perceive a new beau turn my gentle day into a tempest. I can’t always pinpoint what constantly excites me about every stranger, I meet and why my mind throws a future in their arms, a wild night in the sack, or a lifetime together with them but I feel less with each passing instance of unwarranted desire. 

Granted, it is a problem I rarely want or do address because I feel as if it ties it back to my loneliness. No one wants to believe they’re  alone on this earth filled with people, but ultimately no one person or thing makes your decisions for you, therefore we are utterly by ourselves. That is the systematically decaying type of thought that I want no part of because life is filled with people who are going through the same things as you are and people who can give you a new perspective on things you have never taken into consideration.

I take that to an extreme and let myself quickly drown in the idea of finding someone  and staying by their side. I allow no room for myself and that kills interactions I have with potential friends. Since I fall head over heel first I have to spend an enormous amount of time separating reality from fiction, my wants and desires from what is right in front of me.

— 1 week ago
#dealing with my anxieties  #anxieties  #love  #crushes  #falling quickly  #friends  #lovers 

In this twisted world, I’m gradually growing transparent and vanishing. Don’t look for me; don’t look at me.

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After watching episode 7 I really wanted to draw an older, master airbender, Jinora, and thought it would be cute to draw an older Kai as well. :>


After watching episode 7 I really wanted to draw an older, master airbender, Jinora, and thought it would be cute to draw an older Kai as well. :>

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You know what I want? Not to win the lottery or go on vacation to the Caribbean. I want normal people problems.

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